No Circuses - Life in an Equal Money System.

I attended a musical called Appassionata somewhere in Zürich-CH. In this musical were many horses, deer, wild goats, mules, ponies, tigers and some kinds of birds. It’s only after the show that I realized it was more of a circus than a musical. The show was mainly from the animals and not humans.

So basically, the animals were being ordered around to make some stunts which we humans found amusing, entertaining. And oh yes, there was little singing. The horses jumped above fire, the tigers jumped through a lit ring of fire, plus many other
circus stunts.

Tickets to this show were sold for CHF 100+ and the whole stadium was packed to the brim. And the show was sold as a musical and not a circus. It’s obvious that these animals were being used to generate money. If we had an Equal money System, definitely there would be no need whatsoever for using animals to generate money. If table were turned and we humans would be pushed and pulled around to make generate money in form of entertainment, I’m sure many would say NO. The ones using these animals to make money too may have been forced to do so due to survival. In even worse cases, thousands of circus animals have died due to being overworked, poor health, poor living conditions and lack of food. I mean naturally, who as a human being would like to be treated like this? NO ONE! So why treat animals as such? This clearly indicates how very barbaric we have become as human beings, using all ways and all other innocent beings as much as possible so as we can earn some money to survive! To an extent, I realized that, we humans are so enslaved by our own shit and now we are busy extending this enslavement to animals by enslaving them too; we know nothing better than being slaves. This doesn’t have to happen, doesn’t have to be this way; we have a choice, Equal Money for all!

In an equal money system, all will have enough money from birth to death and besides having money, most of the basic needs will already have been met and there would be no need to exploit or use any other being or life form to generate money. We shall no longer have entertainment geared towards generating money and hence, no circus shows. All living beings will be treated with respect and be VALUED as LIFE, and not just objects or a means to making some money. Animals are LIFE; VALUE them as you value yourself. I never will be in a circus show; I don’t support animals being whisked away from their natural environment into an environment where nothing thrives apart from exploitation for profit. Neither should you! An Equal money system will end this madness!

End all circuses; support all animals to thrive in their natural environment with best living conditions possible; equality for all life forms at all levels will prevail in an Equal Money System. Free circus animals, free yourself.

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SShhhhhh, I’m Talking – the most silent silencer!

So, at this point in time, I was focusing on breathing, yes my breath, you know, calming everything down so that nothing moves except me. So in my head was this voice, ‘’shhh, silence, nothing moves except me’’ ‘nothing moves’, whatever thought feeling or emotion that came up, I applied self-forgiveness and continued focusing on breath. The ‘’ssshhhh, nothing moves’’ voice, was still loud and clear in my head. And Here I was going on and on and on about this, focusing on breath.

Then suddenly, it dawned on me and I was like, ‘wait a minute, who is this telling me ``shhh nothing moves’’ ‘? EGO! I realized that this voice, Ego, was telling me exactly what I wanted to hear and I blindly followed it without question. But I did question myself; if I stand as the silence and decide that nothing moves, then, nothing should move, absolutely nothing including that which is telling me to be silent. And from here, from this realization, nothing moved. Interesting how the Ego is always changing itself to suit your needs so that you can never notice or question its existence. To me, this was the most silent silencer, almost went unnoticed.

This is just one of many times I lied to myself by telling myself exactly what I wanted to hear. Things like, stay positive, be hopeful were just some of the ways I was lying to myself. Telling myself exactly what I wanted to hear instead of facing or becoming that which is REAL and taking full responsibility thereon.

Beware of those silent voices in your head giving you all sorts of comfort because they are not REAL. They are just there to take your attention away from that which is REAL. The fact that you hear them means that they are coming from somewhere and not from you.

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Equal Money System ( EMS)Children get it! Do you get it?

The other day I was playing with a 3 year old boy at a park near my home. We were playing with sand, making sand castles and other cool sand stuff. So we made a really huge castle with many ‘bedrooms’. Afterwards, we played pretense games on who lives and sleeps in what bedroom in the castle. Of course he and I had our own rooms and several guests in form of small rocks. For some reason, every dinner time, when it was his turn to prepare ‘dinner’, he always made ‘popcorn’ with ‘ketchup’. So we
decided to be going out and have a meal in a restaurant.

And so we made an imaginary restaurant and for the first dinner, he was the chef and I was his guest. So he approached me and asked me what I’d like to have for dinner. I asked him what was on the menu and he said: popcorn, ketchup, french-fries and salad. Popcorn was the day’s specialty and so I ordered popcorn with ketchup and a
salad. After ‘dinner’, I asked him how much I owed him and he told me that I owed
him Nothing! I was quite surprised. I explained to him that in normal life,
after a meal in a restaurant, one should pay for it. He looked at me and said, ‘’not
in my restaurant’

’The following day’ he came to my restaurant and I served him a meal and I told him it costed 2 dollars. He looked for 2 small rocks and gave them to me as ‘money’. Next time, I had breakfast in his restaurant and he asked me for 2 dollars and I told him I dint have any money. He looked at me, smiled and told me not to worry about paying, the meal was for free. As if that wasn’t enough, he gave me 1 dollar and told me ‘’now I have 1 dollar and you have 1 dollar and food is free, let’s make
this our game rules’’ and that’s how the game went on.

It’s obviously clear that even at a very young age, this child plus millions of others understand the common sense behind equal money and equality. To a child, the REAL world is where all have equal money and live in equality as equals, a world where there’s no struggle for survival. This may have been a game to me, but I could tell how REAL it was to this child. I want my world to be as REAL as this child’s world. Equal money for all from birth to death will make all peoples reality become as REAL as this child’s REALity!

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FAQ, Who will become ‘’the STARS‘’ in an Equal Money System (EMS)?

No one!
The fact that we have the so called STARS in itself indicates that we are not all equal. For, how can equality prevail in a society where others are viewed to be more special than others and thus treated as such? Why are there ‘stars’ in the industries like, entertainment (music, movies, circus), politics, science, finance, sports etc? Simply because they have more money and more resources than others. Those who are not yet stars struggle to become stars so that they too can have enough money to afford the flashy lifestyle of a star as portrayed all over media. The main engine behind a STARS career in the millions they reap at the end of the day and it’s a fact that, if what you do as a person and this what you do isn’t skyrocketing you into earning millions, then forget of ever being a star because you will not be FAMOUS enough! More MONEY=MORE FAME=STAR

If one was to investigate and look closely, one would see clearly how the STARS are greatly contributing to massive brainwashing! From fashion to body image etc many people are already deeply emulating the stars even from as early as young age. Remember, Whoever brainwashes and whoever allows to be brainwashed are all equally responsible.

In an equal money system, obviously, this will not exist. No one will want to emulate any star because there will not be any stars to be emulated. With all having equal money, means that none will be more important or special than the other. We shall all simply be co-existing as equals. Entertainment will no longer be for money making but rather for self-expression in a way that supports all life as equal and one. As equals, there will be no such thing as creating entertainment so that you are seen as more special or for making more money, no, this is because u will have enough money and all your basic needs will already have been met and much more.
In an EMS, we shall no longer have this massive brain washing from the stars that is propelled by the media industry. With all having equal money means all are empowered to share in bringing forth a world where all are and walk as equals.

The commonsense behind equal money is the fact that, equal money for all from birth to death is to bring about equality for all life at all levels. Be it man, animals, plant life or any other life form. Even though there shall be differences in our own individual self-expression, self-expression will be in a responsible way where each individual will treat all life equal to self ie treat another as you would like another to treat you, always caring and considering others in all that you do.
The STARS are among the few people in this world who have most of the world’s money, in an EMS, we shall not have others having more money than others and hence no STARS. EMS will bring EQUALITY to our world and finally, all as life will for the first time exist in a world where there’s freedom to birth ones true self without too much suffering and struggle.

So everyone, together lets create HEAVEN on EARTH. This will be a process and an Equal Money for all from Birth to Death will make it easier for us all! VALUE LIFE, this is WHO YOU ARE.

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DEALING WITH MY BROTHER'S DEATH THROUGH SELF FORGIVENESS - Part 3

FEAR.

In the past, when I heard people narrate their experiences about death of a close family member or friend, relative etc, I dint really understand what they were going through. As long as it wasn’t happening to me, well, it wasn’t that big of a deal. Well, fact is, this will happen to everyone (for now). Death. Either death of a someone you ‘love/cherish’ or death of self.

It does happen and it has happened to my brother. I was shocked. The fear was so immense I couldn’t move, couldn’t talk couldn’t eat or drink. I have experienced fear before but this fear was life the mother of all fears! It was so real that my whole body was aching! I had panic attacks, I was sweating like crazy! My heart beat so fast I thought I was gonna have a heart attack. I was literally exploding, on top of this fear; I even feared this very fear! Really insane!

Watch out for part 4 where I shall be telling you how I dealt with this fear. The fear of death.

DEALING WITH MY BROTHER'S DEATH THROUGH SELF-FORGIVENESS - Part 2

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define myself in the context of brother/sister relationship.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define and accept that part of me dies when someone dies, I realize that who I am is HERE constant as life and that no part of me as life dies or gets lost.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define myself as thoughts, feelings and emotions of my brother. I realize that participating in this thoughts, feelings and emotions will not change my current reality and instead I take full responsibility of my current reality. Any moment I find myself drifting into thoughts, feelings and emotions in based on my brother, I stop myself, I breathe, I do not allow myself to participate within such thoughts, feelings and emotions.

· I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from my brother through defining him in the context of brother/sister relationship for I realize that my brother and I are one and equal and that even if he is no longer here physically, he is still here within and as me.

· I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have blame exist within and as me. I realize that blaming myself will not change the fact that my brother is dead and instead I take self-responsibility in accepting his death. I also realize that blame is I self-generated escape mechanism to avoid taking self-responsibility for my current reality of my brother’s death. Whenever I find myself blaming me, I stop, I breathe, and I do not allow myself to participate within blame.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to blame myself for my brother’s death because I assisted him start a business where he met the woman who killed him, I realize that his death was inevitable and that his day come and that blaming myself is the only way I knew how to best lie to myself in that if I blame myself, I would make bearing my brother’s death easier, and not face the hard truth of what I had allowed to exist within and as me through having him as my brother. Any moment I
realize that am starting to blame myself, I stop, I breathe and I do not allow myself
to participate within this blaming games.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have anger and sadness exist within and as me. I realize that sadness and anger are self-generated mechanisms that I use to escape my reality instead of taking self-responsibility. Whenever I experience anger and sadness within me, I stop, I breathe, and I do not allow myself to participate within this.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that my brother is gone forever.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that, when someone dies, they are gone forever.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to miss my brother for I realize that missing someone or something is a self-created illusion of separation from that someone or something. I realize that who I am as life is one and equal as all and HERE, missing does not exist. I also realize that, missing someone or something is a
self-created escape mechanism from dealing with the reality of my having allowed and accepted myself to separate myself from that someone or something. Any moment find myself drifting in the illusion of missing (my brother) someone or something, I stop, I breathe, I do not allow myself to participate within this.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have disappointment exist within and as me.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel disappointed towards my brother’s death at an early age. I realize that disappointment is a self-created escape mechanism from having to deal with my current reality as feeling disappointed is easier than taking self-responsibility in facing my brother’s death. Any moment I find myself becoming disappointed, I stop, I breathe, and I do not allow myself to participate within this disappointment.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be angry towards the woman who killed my brother. I realize that this anger is instead directed towards me for having allowed and accepted myself to having lived a life full of definitions in form of a relationship formed between me and my brother, and now that he is dead, I realize just how deep I had limited myself through this definitions of separation. I also realize that this anger is a self-created mechanism to escape from the truth of what I had become; someone who had separated self from brother and never fully embraced self as brother and lived as such. Any moment I find myself becoming disappointed, I stop, I breathe and I do not allow myself to participate in this
disappointment.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate within the thought that he wouldn’t have died if I was in Kenya with him instead of realizing that his time had come. Whenever I find myself thinking that if I was in Kenya with him, he wouldn’t have died, I stop, I breathe and I do not allow myself to participate within this thought.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to think that if we had our own home, he wouldn’t have died. I realize that this thought is just an escape mechanism that I have created to make me ‘feel’ better instead of taking self-responsibility towards my current reality.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to think that he wouldn’t have died if I was near him to help him fight the woman who killed him. I realize that this is just another way of blaming myself instead of taking self-responsibility of my current reality.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to many times exist as memories of him, I and my family, memories of his smile, his laughter, his eyes, his smell, his playfulness, his alcohol problem, his violent nature, him nurturing his daughter etc I realize that this memories cannot bring him back, I realize that this memories are just a destruction for me not taking self-responsibility in my current moment. Any moment I find myself drifting into memories of my brother, I and my family, memories of his smile, his laughter, his eyes, his smell, his playfulness, his alcohol problem, his violent nature, him nurturing his daughter etc, I stop, I breathe, I do not allow myself to participate within these memories.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to constantly imagine how he must have felt during his death. I realize that this imagination is only a distraction from my taking self-responsibility for my current reality. Any moment I find myself drifting into imagination of what happened to him and how he must have felt, reacted, I STOP myself, I BREATHE, I do not allow myself to participate within imagination.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear death.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting the fear of death to exist within and as me.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate within fear.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself for allowing fear to exist within and as me.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear my brother being dead.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear where my brother is experiencing after his death.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear that my dead brother will appear to me and harm me.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear being alone in the dark after my brother’s death.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear going to the bathroom or toilet alone after my brother’s death.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear being alone in the dark after my brother’s death.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear seeing his dead body.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear seeing his coffin.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear that I will not be able to control myself during his burial.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear watching his body being buried.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear throwing soil into his grave during his burial.

·I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear how my life will be like after his burial. I realize that these fears are reflecting to me the fear of my own death. I realize that fear of death is not real and is irrelevant because what really dies is my allowed and accepted nature as the mind definitions of me, and that fear is just my mind fearing its own end/death, and that who I am is HERE constant as breath, as life and cannot die.


Self-Honesty, Self-Forgiveness through writing has and is really supporting me deal with the sudden death of my brother. With this tool, I have found it easier to deal with the real reality within me. I still have a lot to pull out of me. Watch out for
part 3 of my process. In part 3, I shall be tackling fear as it is the point I noticed that was most prominent within me. I shall explain how I was suffocated by fear and my Self Forgiveness thereafter.

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DEALING WITH MY BROTHERS DEATH THROUGH SELF FORGIVENESS – Part 1

My brother died on 1st October 2011. I remember getting the news and this completely knocked me off my feet. I remember shock waves running through my body and for a moment I was completely numb and dumbfounded before I broke down into tears. I cried for a while without talking to anyone. All this while, my mind was full of thoughts, my body experiencing all sorts of emotions. I was on and off my breath focus. I felt like I couldn’t do anything than just cry and cry and
cry! But I knew that this wouldn’t help me. I knew I had to face reality of my
brother dying and the sooner I did it the better. In reality, no amount of thoughts, feelings or emotions would bring him back, this I knew in certainty.
Finally it was time for me to step out of the mind games i was participating in and take self responsibility of the reality i was facing through my participation. I took a breath, calmed down and started to look myself through and as self-honesty using common sense.

Here is what I realized I had allowed and accepted as my current reality which was triggered by my brothers death:

· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define myself as the brother/sister relationship I had with him.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define myself as part of me dying when he died.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to view him as someone separate from me.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe that experiencing many thoughts, feelings and emotions in regards to the memories I have of him is normal.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe that pain is a normal part of life.
· I’ve accepted and allowed sadness to exist within me because he is dead.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe that he is gone forever.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to miss him.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be disappointed that he died too soon.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have anger towards the lady who killed him.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel sorrow.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to many times think about him.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think he is gone forever.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think that I will never see him again.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think that it was my fault that he died because I assisted him start a business where he met the woman who killed him.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think that he wouldn’t have died if I was in Kenya with him.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think that he wouldn’t have died if we had our own house to live in.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think that he wouldn’t have died if was near him so as to help him fight the woman who killed him.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to blame the circumstances that led to his death.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to many times exist as memories of him, I and my family, memories of his smile, his laughter, his eyes, his smell, his playfulness, his alcohol problem, his violent nature, him nurturing his daughter.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have fear on where he is now.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to wonder whether he is ok wherever he is.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel sorry for his 3year old daughter that he left behind.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe that a part of me is gone forever as him.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear what lies beyond death.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear death.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to worry about what’s going to happen to me after his burial.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe that my life will change without him.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to many times try to imagine how he died.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear seeing his coffin.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear viewing his dead body.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to control my thoughts feelings and emotions during his burial time.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe that when others will be breaking down and crying during his burial I must allow and accept this to tear me apart.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear watching his body being buried.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear throwing sand in his grave during his burial.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear that he may appear in the dark and harm me.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear being alone.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear being in darkness.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear going to the bathroom/toilet alone especially at night.
· I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel that life is useless and meaningless after someone dies.

WILL THERE BE ABORTION IN AN EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM?

WILL THERE BE ABORTION IN AN EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM

WHAT DOES EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM STAND FOR (IN MY OPINION)?

Equal money stands for EQULITY on EARTH. Where all Beings view and Live with each other as EQUALS. Where no one will be more than another i.e. superior/Inferior but all live together in harmony CO-CTREATING in ways that are best for all SUPPORTING ALL LIFE to LIVE.

WHAT IS ABORTION?

Abortion is defined as the termination of pregnancy by the removal or expulsion from the uterus of a fetus or embryo before it is viable. An abortion can occur spontaneously, in which case it is usually called a miscarriage, or it can be purposely induced. The term abortion most commonly refers to the induced abortion of a human pregnancy.

WHY does Abortion Occur?

According to Wikipedia, Abortion can either be natural or induced.
Natural abortion occurs when one has a miscarriage.
Induced abortion occurs when one has a pregnancy terminated by force from her body due to medical reasons or natural, selfish reasons.

My Story.

In the past years, I had Abortion experiences. I had abortion because I was still in school and I thought that my parents would ‘’kill’’ me if they found out. I was ‘just’ a young girl, I dint know what to do. I was filled with so much fear especially after the man who made me pregnant refused to take responsibility. He denied me in bright daylight even after knowing that he was the father. I was very hurt, confused, so afraid that I dint know what to do. I had fear towards what my parents would say, what shame id bring to them and so I never said a word.
I was introduced to a very unsafe environment to have an abortion since its illegal in my country and that’s all I could afford. It was a nightmare, but nothing could stop me, I dint know better. I dint have any money, I used my collage money to go through with all this. My parents had high hopes in my education. I did what was required, not letting anyone down. And yet here I still am with full knowledge and NOW understanding of what I did. All the times I ask myself: what if I had known better? I most certainly would have made a different choice.

From this ‘choice’ decision’ I know that I made a choice back then that was based on selfish interests. I can run and hide in not having known better. But the fact still remains; I would have made a better choice if someone told me what LIFE is all about. I found this with the help of others and others stories, but much much later. Would it have been different? YES!

I had abortion because of NO money. I was in school; I had no better education about LIFE, my education did not teach me how. I was just taught in school about scoring good greads and later landing a superb job so as to earn good money, and good money equal good feature! Pregnancy stood in my way. I was selfish. I ended it.

If I had enough money and proper education about life, I would have stood up for myself and the life that I was carrying. No one taught me any better to care for life or for myself like DESTENI has.
In an Equal Money System, there will be PROPER EDUCATION to all ABOUT what LIFE is ALL ABOUT despite all having equal money from birth to death. ABORTION will no longer be about selfish interests based on FEAR (like me my fears). Abortion will ONLY be conducted in situations where there’s DANGER to BOTH LIVES and what’s best for LIFE (e.g. when a fetus dies in the mother’s womb).

Therefore an equal money system will not support abortion for selfish interests but only for medical reasons based on supporting life, i.e. Saving the life of the mother or the child. FOR NOW before we have ‘best technology to save both mother and child’s lives!’

Support an EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!

MOTHER, VALUE LIFE, it is YOU. DOCTOR VALUE LIFE; IT IS YOU.
VALUE LIFE; VALUE YOU!!!

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Plastic Surgery and Equal money.

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A lady in the USA had breat implants and turns out, the doctor made an error. She thought she was recovering only ro realize later after the bandages went down that her two breasts were now attached together in the middle. The same woman had an eye job/eye lift and now, she can not blink or close her eyes, she must use a special cream at the moment. To view photo,click the above link.

Have you ever wondered why one goes for plastic surgery? Especially breat implants, chin lifts, nose job, eye jobs, face lift, ass lift, tummy tuck, etc?

Could they maybe be hiding something?

Is one embarrased about their inlook that drives them to change their phsical outlook?
Or is it because one has so much money to spend on unnecessary suregery?

Oh wait a minute, ''my neighbor had a new pair of 'boobs', i want those too'', is society screaming to everyone that they dont look good enough unless they look a certain way?

Are we all suffering from the disease of beauty and sex that is driving us to the madness of harming the very thing that is supporting us i this reality, THE BODY?

Is one simply refusing to take responsibility and what they have allowed and accepted to be internally and now they want to hide it by changing thir physical outlook?

Is one so afraid of facing self as one Is?

Has one as SELF become so damn scary that one cant stand ones very SELF?

Are plastic suregeons supporting life and whats best for all or they are just after the good old hard cold ca$h? Do we really need plastic surgeons?

Why does one opt to be very expensive plastic instead of Being free as Life?

I know there is necessary plastic surgery to correct an eilment so that one can live a comfortable dignified life. As long as plastic suregery is done in the best interest of supporting one as all life, for example when one is phsically ill and plastic surgery is necessary like in clep lip, burns etc. then any other palstic sugery is deliberate harm towards LIFE.

Let me explore this point. Having plastic surgery to change ones out look has everything to do with the persons inlook. Here, one has allowed and accepted oneself to be defined by whats acceptable in society as having a perfecte body, and hence one will go to great lengths to change ones outlook. Its obvious that this person heard, saw and believed all the hoola-baloo that clearly defines the environment of beauty, sex and sexy. If one was to be self honest, one will realise that, all this fuss about plastic suregery is directly linked to sex and the definations of beauty. This education and believe system is harming all life. This accepted and allowed manifestations of beauty and sex as defined by us is harming us all. Dont you think its time we all stopped and learnt whats best for all? www.desteniiprocess.com

It is clear that masses of people want to potray an image of beauty/sexy in order draw attention from other people to themeselves simply because they have no clue on how to pay attention to oneself and see whats really going on through what they are allowing and accepting and how this is harming all as life. Many young children this days are emulating what we have allowed and accepted our society to become. A society of fear, insecurity, inequality, social pressure etc. You find that, its in elite societies where plastic surgery is becoming a daily necessity and the plastic surgeons are making millions of dollars each year.

Dealing with self through taking responsibility for oneself has become but a vague goal. Millions of people are dying each day because they lack food, and other millions live in appaling conditions and yet, plastic surgery has become a daily basic need for the many elite/and middle calss. I mean, have a look at having 1 Botox, is clearly replacing up to 4 meals of 3 families per day in the poor.

Commonsensically, in an equal money system, all will have equal money, all will have equal access to proper education that supports all life equally (education on whats best for all life). Education based on taking self responsibility by not running away from your internal conflicts but instead face them as self instead of covering up with plastic surgery. In an equal money system, plastic surgery will be done only in supporting life and not for selfish interests related to believes and ideas of beauty and sex. Aging will be more researched in an equal money system and solutions that support whats best for all life explored.

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Value life. You are Life.

Roller-Coaster of Facing Myself with a Shaved Head.

The other day i was walking along the lake of zug in zug. from a distance, i spotted some young men having beers and chitt-chatting. One of them looked at me and turned to tell the other guys something and suddenly, they all turned around and looked at me. Then they looked back at eachother and started laughing out really loud with momentary gestures towards me. Instantly, i knew they were talking about me. As i got closer, i could hear their conversation loud and clear which was now intensified and directed towards me. ''scheisse frau'' (shit lady) repeatedly shouted one of the young men, ''you are even uglier without hair'' ''stupid african'' etc. At this point i just kept walking and did not look back. My heart was heavy with sadness as i tried to comfort myself in my mind that they are just a bunch of stupid drunk kids blabbering shit from their mouths.

On meeting my partner, i started telling him what had just happened and immediately, i broke down into tears. He was conforting me and 'kissing' me trying to make me 'feel better', while smiling at the same time as he was shocked why i was crying because of such 'none'sense. I felt sad, not attractive, unworthy, hurt, ugly, vulnereable etc. i was thinking how stupid this men were, how far away from reality they were.

After calming down, back to reality after few breaths, i knew its time to be self honest and see why i allowed myself to succumb into such thoughts, feelings and emotions that drove me towards crying. I was looking at this points as i walked home alone from the lake taking a different route so as to avoid this young men and their insults. Here is what i realised:

•I accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as an unworthy, unattractive.
•I accepted and allowed myself to feel unworthy, unattractive because I shaved my hair.
•I accepted and allowed myself to feel unworthy and unattractive because others have said so.
•I accepted and allowed myself to feel sad because of what others thought about me.
•I accepted and allowed myself to feel sad and low because others view me as an ugly woman without hair.
•I accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the polarity of beauty and ugly.
•I accepted and allowed myself to view my skin color as inferior compared to white skin.
•I accepted and allowed myself to think that the young men were stupid blabbering fools.
•I accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the young men at the lake as I thought of them as stupid drunk kids.
•I accepted and allowed myself to build a beauty identity around having long hair.
•I allowed and accepted myself to separate myself from beauty by having knowledge and ideas of what beauty should be like.
•I allowed and accepted myself to separate myself from being ugly as i view ugly as something ''bad' and low in society.
•I accepted and allowed myself to feel 'low' as i viewed myself as not fitting into the level of society as a beautiful woman with long hair.
•I accepted and allowed myself to believe that having hair makes one hold a 'g00d' beauty spot in society.
•I accepted and allowed myself to recent being ugly.
•I accepted and allowed myself to have fear of not being beautiful without hair.
•I accepted and allowed myself to be vulnerable to thoughts, feelings and emotions.
•I accepted and allowed myself to 'want/need' comfort as a means to make me ''feel better''.
•I accepted and allowed myself to have fear towards insults from the men at the lake and so I took a different route.

SELF FORGIVENESS ON THESE POINTS.

•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have fear of shaving my head to exist within and as me.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate within the fear of having a shaved head.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have fear of being seen ugly without long hair.
•I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having fear of being seen as an unattractive woman because I shaved my head.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to associate hair within the polarity context of ‘beauty and ugly’.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself for connecting my shaved head to the feeling of unworthiness.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge myself as unworthy, unattractive because I shaved my head.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define myself as unworthy, unattractive because I shaved my head.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel unworthy and unattractive because others have said so.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be influenced from other people’s opinions and judgment about me.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define myself according to the thoughts, believes, opinions and judgments of other people.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to live as these thoughts, opinions, judgments and believes (unattractive, unworthy because I shaved my head) of other people.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be taught, believe and live as the polarity of beauty and ugly, worthy and unworthy.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate within the polarity of and as beauty and ugly.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel sad because of what others thought about me.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel sad and offended because others insulted me as a shit woman without hair.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that being ugly and have a shaved head is ‘insulting’ and not ‘good’.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel sad and low because others view me as an ugly woman without hair.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel inferior to white people because I have black skin.
•I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from white people through accepting and allowing inferiority and superiority to exist.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate within the polarity of and as inferiority and superiority.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate within and as the feeling of unworthiness and inferiority.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have the thought that ‘’ the young men were stupid blabbering fools’’ to exist within and as me.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge the young men as stupid blabbering fools.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have the thought that ‘’ the young men are stupid drunk kids’’ to exist within and as me.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate within the thoughts ‘’ the young men were stupid blabbering fools’’ and ‘’ the young men are stupid drunk kids’’.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from the word ‘beauty’ by having knowledge and ideas of what ‘beauty’ should be like.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from the word ‘ugly’ by having knowledge and ideas of what ‘ugly’ should be like.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to view/judge myself as not fitting into the level of society as a beautiful woman with long hair.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel low as I viewed/judged myself as not fitting into the level of society as a beautiful woman with long hair.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate in society’s ideas, opinions, and judgments and believes on matters of hair and beauty.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate in the resentment of ugliness.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that having long hair makes one hold a beauty spotlight in society.
•I forgive myself for not taking self-responsibility towards myself in dealing with my thoughts, feelings and emotions in regards to my shaved head and instead looked for comforting words and actions from my partner.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to use my partner as my escape mechanism from facing myself and taking self-responsibility.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to use ‘comfort’ as an escape mechanism to ‘feeling better’ instead of facing myself and taking responsibility for what I have allowed and accepted to exist as me within and without.

SELF REALIZATIONS

1.I have realized that, who I am is not defined or limited by a shaved head.
2.I have realized who I am not defined by other people’s thoughts, opinions, judgments or believes.
3.I have realized that shaving my head has nothing to do with who I truly Am but who I had become with long hair and who I am becoming with a bald head, a person who is standing for all life as one and equal as myself.
4.I have realized that I should not participate within the mind games of society and their definitions of beauty and what’s acceptable as beautiful and ugly, what’s worthy and what’s unworthy but rather participate in bringing forth a society that stands for what’s best for all as life in the principle oneness and equality by standing up and becoming this principle myself.
5.I have realized that i was living as the very fear that comes with having my hair short/shaved, and so i did all i could to have it longer so as to never face my very fear of shaving it. To face this fears, i shaved my head. this has helped me to clearly see that i was not supporting myself as and all life because i was living in and as fear.

Any moment I find myself participating within any hair-beauty and image related thoughts, feelings and emotions, I STOP, I BREATH, I do not allow myself to participate within this.

If you dont have money, DIEEE!!

http://online.wsj.com/article/BT-CO-20110621-710607.html
Now the greeks are in big trouble if they will not clear the outstanding debts they have towards pharmaceutical compnanie that supply the 11M people country with medicine.

"The problem has reached a critical point in the current year, as in the first quarter of 2011, hospitals and pharmacies purchased medicinal products worth about EUR70 million, of which only EUR332 have been paid! That is not a typing error," the SFEE said in its letter dated May 12.

The swiss giant pharmaceutical company, ROCHE has already councelled medical supplies to Greece. Other companies have said that they will also follow ROCHE by stopping medical supplies to both pharmacies and hospitals. Payment by bonds has been declined by this companies as they are weak and hence they want only hard cash. Turns out, the Greek government has been so corrupt and missusing public funds. this has inturn plunged the country into great depths of debt.

Other heavily indebted European countries like Spain, Italy and Portugal may soon follow the same fate as Greece. State hospitals in these three countries already owe lots of money to many pharmaceutical companies up to the point where furture transactions can no longer be sustainable.

What does all this imply about the worlds current health care system? It is purely driven by PROFIT and not the VALUE of LIFE and the value of life is whats BEST FOR ALL.

Over time, these countries have been creating humongous amouts of debts through corruption, and in turn this has led to people loosing jobs as the government can no longer afford local labor. Common sensically speaking, its the people that will inturn dig deeper into their pockets in order to pay for the now hiked goods and this includes, medicine. Health care is becoming unaffordable to many due to the fact that the pharmaceutical companies are already halting medical supplies to these countries because they feel the pinch of not earning their profits on time if at all. Pharmacies are now stocking up and supplying medical products to various hospitals but at

high cost. Usually its the government that has this role to play, but it has failed the citizens and now the citizens must look for alternatives (pharmacies) which are quite expensive. This is basically the point where we see that the pharmaceutical companies are silently saying, if you dont have money, DIE. This isnt a health care game, NO! Its a money (profit) game. its like saying ''if i cant profit from you, just die, those who want life, please que here with 4000 dollars cash''

An Equal Money System, will support whats best for all through first of all making sure that all have equal and sufficient money from birth to death and for the first time, man will have time for self. Obviously, corruption can and will not exist in an equal money system because this will not support what best for all. Health care will be Affordable to all and pharmaceutical industries will no longer run for profits but for whats best for all as LIFE. There will be an equal labor system but this also will stand for whats best for all, whereby, one can labor for a certain time and earn extra money but in a way that will still support whats best for all, not to the point where one will have lots of money than another and bring inequality of any form. Lets step out of the mind games that revolve around money all the time, and step into the reality of walking with eachother as equals and acting according to whats best for all.

Bring heaven on earth. For an equal money system, your vote counts. Dont wait, lets create heaven on earth.

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Me Shaving for Equality.

TIME TO STOP HIDING.

EXPOSING MYSELF TO ME AND TO YOU AS ME.
Whoever is reading this blog now, I am writing at the same time exposing myself to you. I am doing this because it is now time for me to take self-responsibility of standing one and equal with and as you and hence I’m exposing myself to you because i no longer want to hide anything from you as me. FOR, HOW CAN WE FIND EACHOTHER IF WE ARE CONSTANTLY HIDING OURSELVES FROM EACHOTHER? We are all one and equal as each other as life. We are in this together but I cannot take responsibility for you. You are HERE and so am I, we both have an equal chance of taking responsibility for self as one and equal with and as life. Some things I cannot accept for you e.g. like choosing to be one and equal with and as all or taking responsibility for your actions. So stop running and hiding from you. I have, I am.

This morning 18th.07.2011 i have decided fully to stand ONE and EQUAL with and as my PHYSICAL BODY. For some time now, i have abused my physical body because i saw myself as separate from it. This is how i have been abusing my body:

• I drink alcohol hence not only deliberately altering the state of my body as wholesomeness and totality but also harming my internal organs which have to work very hard to expel the alcohol.
• I wear makeup which is just chemicals harming my body especially my face.
• I use body lotions so that my body can be soft, smooth, and good smelling.
• I drink less water therefore I’ve seen dryness manifesting on the skin of my body
• I eat lots of meat and by so doing, experience pain in my lower abdomen hence making my body uncomfortable.
• Not moving my body very often.
• Exposing my body to danger.

Here are perspectives and excuses i use to allow and accept this abuse:

Alcohol:
 I am surrounded by alcohol.
 Alcohol makes me feel happy, relaxed and at ease with myself.
 I become hyper active after using alcohol.
 Sometimes i become violent after using lots of alcohol
 My urge for sex increases after using alcohol.
 I become very emotional after using alcohol.
 Because it is a genetic problem.

WHY?
Because I’m just using alcohol to suppress/escape many things I have allowed and accepted within and as me. I use alcohol as an excuse/escape mechanism from myself instead of taking full SELF responsibility for my situations/actions in every moment of breath for and as life here.

Makeup
 To feel more beautiful.
 For other people to see me as beautiful.
 For men (including my partner) to accept/look at me as beautiful and love me.
 To be accepted into society as a beautiful person.
 To get attention/admired by men/women.
 To feel superior that I am more beautiful than others.

WHY?
Because I have not accepted myself as the beauty of and as life. Because I have not accepted myself to be equal with everyone as myself and hence the reason why I do things like wearing makeup so that others can accept me or society can accept me, while all the while this is just a game of me separating myself from me as others. Because I have all the while separated myself from my physical body and hence I never saw or realized how I am busy harming my body because I thought it is separate from me, I thought I will not be harmed if I harm my body.

Body lotions:
 To have soft tender skin.
 To have nice smelling skin.
 To be accepted as one who has really great nice soft skin.
 To feel that I have better skin than others.

WHY?
Because I allowed and accepted my skin as something separate from me. I accepted to be told that my skin is not soft or tender enough and hence I should use chemicals to make it so.

Water
 I have unconsciously replaced drinking water by drinking alcohol.

Meat
 I love meat.
 Meat tastes really good.
 Some are sweet tooth, some eat meat and hence I am the meat eater (says society).
 I can afford meat easily.

WHY?
Because I allowed and accepted myself to be categorized in society as a ‘meat eating person’ instead of standing one and equal with all beings and realizing that, I don’t need to be categorized to fit in. I am already HERE therefore ‘’IN’’. because I have allowed and accepted myself to be defined by my taste buds in terms of what tastes good and what doesn’t and hence just playing a polarity game with my tongue and animals paying the price as meat for my blatant ignorance. It is time to discipline myself as the tongue.

Not moving my body often
 I use the excuse that I’m a homely type of person and so I like to stay home.
 Watching TV and movies.

WHY?
Again because I have allowed myself to be categorized by society as a ‘homely type of person’, therefore do homely activities like watching TV, caring for home stuff etc.
I will no longer accept and allow to be defined or categorized by society.

Exposing my body to physical danger:

 Exposing myself (ears) to loud music (disco)

WHY?
Because I have always seen my physical body as something temporary and hence separate from me and hence the reason why I abuse it through exposing it to physical danger.



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A PILE OF UN IRONED CLOTHES

Well, in my sleeping room is a pile of clothes that i have not ironed for some time due to laziness and procrastinating. I have for some time just been pushing this task forward as i do not like ironing clothes. The points i see within this reality that i am currently experiencing are:

•Allowing and accepting myself to define the act of ironing by disliking it in the context polarity.
•Allowing and accepting myself to have a dislike towards ironing clothes.
•Allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from the task of ironing.
•Allowing and accepting myself to be lazy.
•Allowing and accepting myself to procrastinate.

Self-forgiveness application.

•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define the act of ironing through disliking it in the context of polarity.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have a dislike towards ironing clothes.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from the act of ironing clothes.
•I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be lazy.
•I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to procrastinate.

Self-corrective action:

When I see myself procrastinating or becoming lazy, I stop, I breathe, I do not allow myself to participate in procrastination or laziness. Instead I take self-responsibility by completing my tasks on time.

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Would you like to learn how and why you think, experience emotions and feelings, make decisions and how to align it all so that you’re in charge of your life?
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MY I PROCESS

MY I PROCESS
First i start by taking a full breath. I slowly bring some of the past moments here.
And so now here it is, my process of writing myself to freedom. Well, I begun watching and downloading lots of desteniproductions videos on YouTube sometime last year, early last year. At this point in time I was struggling to make my financial ends meet. But I did have time to watch very many videos and even tried out the self-forgiveness process on my own before starting the DIP course. I was so much interested in learning through the support of the DIP team. I did struggle a lot in the beginning as I viewed SF as a completely new language that I must learn; I knew I should redefine my current words so I’d have an effective SF process. Thing is, in as much as I had gathered lots of SF information from desteniproductions, this did not make it any easier for me, I could go like: I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to uuuuhhhhmmm……………………………………….and past that, my mind just went blank, and this actually drove me to a state where I kind of gave up on this process for some time. Up till that moment, I did not fully comprehend why I couldn’t find the words to use.

Then I joined the DIP online course thinking that all is going to be easier. For sure I did find the tools offered in this course very useful to me and they did also help me with the SF language; now I could find the words to finish my sentences. My lessons one and two were like `a piece of cake` then came lesson 3 and at this time more than ever, I found myself coming up with enough excuses as to why I wasn’t dedicating myself to finishing my work on time. I could do SF just a page a day and would tell myself it’s enough for the day and that I am very tired. I wasn’t working; i had all the time to read and finish my assignment on time and even do extra SF sessions effectively. I became lazy, I procrastinated and with time, the DIP course material was accumulating and I still escaped doing something with an excuse. So I started becoming angry towards myself, I felt guilty for wasting so much time, I felt disappointed in myself. Within, I was a tornado of thoughts, feelings and emotions. Sometimes I was literally slapping myself and going like ‘’wake up Carolyne’’. I applied SF on some points and others I did not because I felt it was too much for me to handle. I could start with SF point and soon after I got bored and switched my attention to other things (of less importance). All this were just forms of distraction and I knew this but I was just too lazy to act. At some point, I did SF just to complete my assignment and not actually as a self-support tool. For some time, I just stopped completely doing my DIP with the excuse that ‘’I need to gather myself and focus’’. Deep down within myself, I know that my problem is just laziness and procrastinating.

It has been a pattern for me to work best under pressure and in the last minute. This time I produce the best results. Like I remember back in college, I would study for my exam just the night before the said exam and later on scoring very good grades. With time, I accepted this pattern to be me and hence I procrastinated until the last minute. I also know that I am always overwhelmed by new things, be it new information, new situations, new environments etc but after some time, this excitement wears out and off I go to find my next exiting thing. Like for example, I was very good in music and playing piano and recorder in high school and so later I asked my partner to buy me a piano, which he did plus books, and after the piano was here, I lost interest in it. This is a pattern I’ve discovered too in myself.
Despite all this excuses and procrastination, my whole as self is convinced that DIP tools produce far greater results for I have tested for myself despite my inner conflicts. After I saw this picture on Facebook by desteni artists ‘’push oneself to re-birth oneself’’, well there was no turning back. I became more serious in my self-application through SF. I started working on the problems I had been and still facing one breath at a time.

Points I saw within this:
•Allowing and accepting myself to fall into laziness.
•Allowing and accepting myself to procrastinate.
•Allowing and accepting myself to believe that I work best in the last minute.
•Allowing and accepting myself to come up with excuses to escape taking self-responsibility.
•Allowing and accepting myself to fall into the trap of repeated patterns.
•Allowing and accepting myself to identify myself with and as a pattern.
•Allowing and accepting myself to be overwhelmed by work while it’s just due to laziness and procrastinating.
•Allowing and accepting myself to be angry, guilty and defeated by my work.
•Allowing and accepting myself to desire for something and the soon after lose all interest in the same thing I desired.
•Allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from my current reality.
•Allowing and accepting myself to live in the past as memories and pictures instead of being here in every moment of breath.
•Allowing and accepting myself to accept self-defeat.
•Allowing and accepting myself to have inner conflict between myself and the mind.
•Allowing and accepting myself not to be HERE in every moment of breath.

Self-forgiveness:
•Allowing and accepting myself to fall into laziness.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fall into laziness
•Allowing and accepting myself to procrastinate.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to procrastinate.
•Allowing and accepting myself to believe that I work best in the last minute.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I work best in the last minute.
Etc

Self-corrective statements:
•Any moment I see myself procrastinating, I stop, I breathe and take self-responsibility by doing my work here in the very moment.
•Any moment find myself falling into laziness, I stop, I breath I do not accept and allow myself to fall into laziness or participate in doing activities that lead me into laziness.
Etc.
This is my journey so far 

So,
Are you a person that is looking for education that is not available at schools and universities?
Would you like to take a journey into the deepest core of you as a human being as you currently exist?
Would you like to learn how and why you think, experience emotions and feelings, make decisions and how to align it all so that you’re in charge of your life?
Join us at: www.desteniiprocess.com
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HEAVEN ON EARTH

Many people wonder what an equal money system is and what equal money will help change in our current reality, my answer would be EVERYTHING. So i am just going to make few comparisons of our current money system reality and an equal money system reality:

current money system reality (hell)

• Supports inequality whereby only few elite have power to control the masses.
• Promotes poverty as all have no equal access to money.
• Selfish deceiving leadership as leaders buy power with money.

• Unequal labor that doesn’t support life; where all work in competition to earn money regardless of harming life.


• Barbaric undignified life eg wars, rape, prostitution, child abuse, animal abuse, domestic violence, poverty, forest depletion, drug abuse etc.


• Impractical education that doesn’t support oneself as life; where money determines who one will become and hence no opportunity to direct oneself through taking self-responsibility as one and equal to all as life.


• Promotes struggle in fear and uncertainty about surviving here on earth.


• Root cause of all corruption and all problems associated with corruption.


• Unequal access to energy resources to all.
  
  Equal money system reality. (heaven)
  
  • Here all will have equal money from birth to death and all will have the power to participate freely without control.
  • End of poverty as all will have equal and sufficient money from birth to death as a birth right.


• No more deceit and abuse of power with money.
  • Equal labor towards supporting life as one and equal as self; working towards sustaining all as one and equal as self as life.
  • Respectable dignified life for all earthlings; humans, animals, nature, water, plants etc.
  • practical education that aims at supporting one towards practical living that will enhance one’s life as well as all life as ONE; taking self-responsibility discover ones true ability as life.
  • Will end the fear of survival.
  • Equal money system will end all corruption.
  • Equal sufficient and abundant energy to all.
  

Above is just a preview of some of the major world problems with the root cause being unequal access to money. If we all have a look, we are responsible for allowing and accepting a world with unequal money system and hence we are the solution. So, would you like a heaven on earth? I am one vote to supporting an equal money system as a real practical solution to end lots of problems we experience in our world and thus have heaven on earth; you too have one vote, choose HEAVEN on earth or we continue languishing in the HELL of unequal money system.

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VALUE LIFE.

MYJOURNEY INTO DESTENI

MYJOURNEY INTO DESTENI

Having been raised up in a very religious environment-SDA-, I must say I did a really good job in memorizing very many bible verses and reciting them every Saturday in church. I was also very popular in praying using a certain language-Swahili- which many local people couldn’t speak at that time. But as I grew older, and went to boarding school at a very early age, I experienced lots of cruelty from the teachers and older students which made me start to seriously question God. I asked why he let me suffer so much even after I prayed so hard and memorized his holy word which found in the holy book called the bible. Only answers I got after asking were –don’t question God and that God lets others suffer so the ones that don’t suffer can learn from the ones who suffer- but this did not quench my thirst from finding an answer because such answers I got only led me to questioning some more, like for example, why can’t god let others suffer and I be the one to learn from them? i was so young when I joined boarding school about 7 years old I peed in bed, dint know how to clean my clothes nor my body and all this was just too overwhelming for me! All this made me really pray even harder for some kind of satisfying answer from God. I got none.
When I was about 9-10 years old I asked my stepfather how god existed and he told me No he doesn’t exist as a being in the sky but in everything, and this came as a shock to me. I never expected such an answer. I was really scared to offend god by thinking about what my step father had just told me. That very night I had a very scary dream about the late Sai baba after my step father told me about him. I couldn’t sleep the whole night but instead I chose to read material about sai baba. I found this information very interesting. From then onwards, I never looked back. As I grew older I studied lots of materials, read several books, studied the bible but in a different way. The children in school called me names like: weirdo, devil worshipper, crazy child, strange person etc. I read Edgar Cayse books, attended vippassana meditations, did daime (ayyahuasca) read and listened to information from the galactic federation of light, UFO information, Credo Mutwa, Osho, the history of Africa, the history of the universe, the science of stars and so much more all this the quest to find and answer that would quench my thirst for my ultimate questions;
• Who am I?
• Why am I here, what is my role here?
• What is the meaning of life?
• Why am I so many?
I have 4 siblings and my younger brother Israel Cromwel once had an out of body experience (AOB) and when he was back, he told me we are all organic robots, systems designed like computers, zombies and that there’s someone who is controlling us as organic robots and I was perplexed!!! He also told me that we are all one and equal as LIFE, non is greater than the other, to be alive, one must be LIFE, and to be life one must stand as one and equal as all as life because all is LIFE. This to me was too much to comprehend at this moment in time. He also told me to watch the movie THE MATRIX as many times as I can until I understand the role of this movie in details.
So begun my quest to search for some information and meaning about the movie THE MATRIX. This is how I me DESTENI. I listened to a couple of Sunnet Spies videos on YouTube and BANG…this was it for me, after years of searching and studying lots of materials, DESTENI made all this information much more clearer and from there I found very practical information as wells as tools to use in everyday life. My questions have been answered beyond doubt and now I am in a process of discovering myself by applying the tools I am learning from DESTENI. My partner Kurt Schnidrig is supporting me in my process too through paying for my desteni I process online course, At www.desteniiprocess.com .

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