SShhhhhh, I’m Talking – the most silent silencer!

So, at this point in time, I was focusing on breathing, yes my breath, you know, calming everything down so that nothing moves except me. So in my head was this voice, ‘’shhh, silence, nothing moves except me’’ ‘nothing moves’, whatever thought feeling or emotion that came up, I applied self-forgiveness and continued focusing on breath. The ‘’ssshhhh, nothing moves’’ voice, was still loud and clear in my head. And Here I was going on and on and on about this, focusing on breath.

Then suddenly, it dawned on me and I was like, ‘wait a minute, who is this telling me ``shhh nothing moves’’ ‘? EGO! I realized that this voice, Ego, was telling me exactly what I wanted to hear and I blindly followed it without question. But I did question myself; if I stand as the silence and decide that nothing moves, then, nothing should move, absolutely nothing including that which is telling me to be silent. And from here, from this realization, nothing moved. Interesting how the Ego is always changing itself to suit your needs so that you can never notice or question its existence. To me, this was the most silent silencer, almost went unnoticed.

This is just one of many times I lied to myself by telling myself exactly what I wanted to hear. Things like, stay positive, be hopeful were just some of the ways I was lying to myself. Telling myself exactly what I wanted to hear instead of facing or becoming that which is REAL and taking full responsibility thereon.

Beware of those silent voices in your head giving you all sorts of comfort because they are not REAL. They are just there to take your attention away from that which is REAL. The fact that you hear them means that they are coming from somewhere and not from you.

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