MYJOURNEY INTO DESTENI

MYJOURNEY INTO DESTENI

Having been raised up in a very religious environment-SDA-, I must say I did a really good job in memorizing very many bible verses and reciting them every Saturday in church. I was also very popular in praying using a certain language-Swahili- which many local people couldn’t speak at that time. But as I grew older, and went to boarding school at a very early age, I experienced lots of cruelty from the teachers and older students which made me start to seriously question God. I asked why he let me suffer so much even after I prayed so hard and memorized his holy word which found in the holy book called the bible. Only answers I got after asking were –don’t question God and that God lets others suffer so the ones that don’t suffer can learn from the ones who suffer- but this did not quench my thirst from finding an answer because such answers I got only led me to questioning some more, like for example, why can’t god let others suffer and I be the one to learn from them? i was so young when I joined boarding school about 7 years old I peed in bed, dint know how to clean my clothes nor my body and all this was just too overwhelming for me! All this made me really pray even harder for some kind of satisfying answer from God. I got none.
When I was about 9-10 years old I asked my stepfather how god existed and he told me No he doesn’t exist as a being in the sky but in everything, and this came as a shock to me. I never expected such an answer. I was really scared to offend god by thinking about what my step father had just told me. That very night I had a very scary dream about the late Sai baba after my step father told me about him. I couldn’t sleep the whole night but instead I chose to read material about sai baba. I found this information very interesting. From then onwards, I never looked back. As I grew older I studied lots of materials, read several books, studied the bible but in a different way. The children in school called me names like: weirdo, devil worshipper, crazy child, strange person etc. I read Edgar Cayse books, attended vippassana meditations, did daime (ayyahuasca) read and listened to information from the galactic federation of light, UFO information, Credo Mutwa, Osho, the history of Africa, the history of the universe, the science of stars and so much more all this the quest to find and answer that would quench my thirst for my ultimate questions;
• Who am I?
• Why am I here, what is my role here?
• What is the meaning of life?
• Why am I so many?
I have 4 siblings and my younger brother Israel Cromwel once had an out of body experience (AOB) and when he was back, he told me we are all organic robots, systems designed like computers, zombies and that there’s someone who is controlling us as organic robots and I was perplexed!!! He also told me that we are all one and equal as LIFE, non is greater than the other, to be alive, one must be LIFE, and to be life one must stand as one and equal as all as life because all is LIFE. This to me was too much to comprehend at this moment in time. He also told me to watch the movie THE MATRIX as many times as I can until I understand the role of this movie in details.
So begun my quest to search for some information and meaning about the movie THE MATRIX. This is how I me DESTENI. I listened to a couple of Sunnet Spies videos on YouTube and BANG…this was it for me, after years of searching and studying lots of materials, DESTENI made all this information much more clearer and from there I found very practical information as wells as tools to use in everyday life. My questions have been answered beyond doubt and now I am in a process of discovering myself by applying the tools I am learning from DESTENI. My partner Kurt Schnidrig is supporting me in my process too through paying for my desteni I process online course, At www.desteniiprocess.com .